talafie posti ke layeghe gashty dar motor khaneye salinger guneye toro dashte bashe

az un ruzas ke ehsase tanhayi nemikone ... mage mishe? bokone? chetor momkene
heili chiza marbute be tahe cheshme adam... hanooz jamesh nakardam ke blog beshe... beine goftano kamel goftaesham
masale ine k ebazia tu in sharayet ke hastan , tu khiabun ba khodeshun harf mizanan, bazia na hamash, ye momente ye reflex e
tu halate dovom to juri tarafe moghabeleto hamrat dari ke bishtar az halate addi fek mikoni pishesh
vali hamash in nis, tazegia fahmidam
bayad ba khodamam harf bezanam.. makhsusan ke hala be hem vagozar shode kek beporsamo beporsam
in ruza khiabuna ro migiramo piade miram ya ba skate, rah haye tulanio
fek mikonam in problem solvinge door nabash eaz karayi ke mikonam
sakh tarin ghesmatish ke zendam mikone, ke mano az keseli dar miare hamoon harf zadano porsidane , bayad tamrine porsidano bedahe shuru kardano bokonam
hes mikonam bache momken besham , az unjayi ke bayad shuru konam
aghty donbale shuru e noghteye shuru misham.. bar migardan be hameye faz haye cheshmammese alan, saram gich mire o tasviraro ye jure dige ya mibinam ya nemibinam(rasty oon sandromi ke gofte cartoonie chi buD?) mishe begi ashna besham bahash? bi rabt.
dargire chizi misham ke se sal unayi ke natijeye karamo negah mikardan migan tavahommeheshmam gowd mire , engar be yenoghteyi michasbe , be ye adat, bahs sare peida kardane un adatas ke cheshm noghteye shururesho peida mikone, hamoon momentha, hamoon tamrinaye hafezeye pictoriain ja ske man motevajeh shodam be khatere hamoin ekhtaraye dorovariam che gad tarsu dashtam bar miumadam.. chshm bayad bekhat bebine, bayad tush mowj bashe, bayad tush energy bashe
bayad vaghty negah mikone donyaye dorovaresho bayad dar hale hamle be khodesh bebie... va oon hes o repititioni az ehsasi ke tu khaterehao nostalgy hash dare
moon ke be dune inke befahme, tu na khdo agaheshe, va har bar ke behehs moraje e mikone, harbar ke baz khordasho behesh mide, har bar ke mikhat beparvarunatesh avazeh kone ya switch kone(harfam baz sa'bol fahm shodan? signal if you canhamin jas ke cheshmamo tu ayne negah mikonam, hamoon kari, hamoon adati ke mikham tu in modat harf bezane,inke che gahd be jayi vasl am, che gad rahat ya sakht midtunam khodamo bekanam, hameye inha age bayad expression dashte bashan chbazam hes mikonam yeki az sar nakhamo ja andakhtam... in neveshte engar hameye chizi ke bud o nagof...kheili chiza o fekra bud ,janbeye math dashtan kheiliashun o mohayej
hameye un chizi ke mikhaastam dar moredesh har bezanm shoja'ate.. va peida kardane un chizi ke anti shoja'ate. .. ye jense na ashneyi dare o vaseye man, vase cas e man , modam donbale peida kardano feed back gereftan azash hastam
tu hamoon lahzehahyi ke didanam keder mishe hanooz tamarkozamo ru edrake mafahimo negah dashtane un hese na khod agah daram, hatta be paydarie bishtaresh madad mide
nemikham khosoosish konam, chun kheili az ina ba das be das dadane sharayet ba ye vaghfeye bi mored hanooz az fe'l e shenakht miran

saboki

engar har jomllash ghabl az inke bere tu,az ye malghameyi ke hame chizesh mizun mishod,obur mikardo zabane khanevdegie glass haro mani dar mikard,vali alan abde un amal hamuni ek kheiliatun nemidunin khshbakhtane chi bude ,mafahim alan bi tavajoh baal mikeshe o bade gashty ke kesitajvajhi mese ye tak pa re parande mizane be owji mirese o dobare bar miagrde ruye zamin
in hese man az sabokie bedune inke potansiele to aslan avaz shode bashe
yeki az bozorgtatrin challenge hayi ke dar zamineye magzh anjam dare migire ineke ke maghze ma che juri in hame data ro tu khodesh mitune halo fasl kone,bezarid baraye in ke ojubashaho baratun begam ye chizi begam ke hich rabty be shrt germ memory o long termo halate gozar nadare.age tu otubane tehran karaj harkat konino tuye rah az do ta peugeot sebghat begirid bad az kenare sevomi ke rad midhid be nagah motevajeh mishid ke do taye ghabliyi ham budan.do ta peugeote dige ke shoma hamin chand sa'ate gozashte az kenaresh rad shodin in heirat angize ke maghz in data ro mitune tu khoesh negah dare va dar eine haala oon hame data eye pichide ro filter kone o be faramushi bespare
in ye ghabeliate baraye fizikdana o riazi dana...baraye kasayi ke glass harf mizanan baraye yek davandeye teshneye mohajer .be ghadri daghigh va monazam ajzaye in gerdbado beine khdehsu rah dadan ke obure har jesmi ka olguye ashenayi miizare unaro az taghyir ba kkhabar miikone