golha

hame yeki eki be samte jebhe posht be posht ham mikhorand,va jaryane sario tahrikate movazie sayale etefahga, farazze hamashun donbale ye tavallode cheshmgir rahsavaarim, avvael vaeghan khosh bin am , fek mikardam tu chardivariyi be in hajmo ghedmat har nazar gardam mibinamesh
ama zaban bastehayi ke man mishenasam az har taraf mesle gerayesh be laneye moorche ghompoz dar karde annd, hameye takhayole adami ro naomidi mikonan, nemidunam age inra azash bekhahand begiram che chiz baraye goftan baghi khahad mand, hameye mesal ha hekayate adame adddi, va age chizi gheir az an hichgah vojood dasht,snginie savar shodan bude va daste por khai
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hameye vojoodi ke baraye to hampa shadido khafif mishod dar yeksar chidmane hame -aynehaye movazi hich vojoodi ta konoon az khod neshann nadade AND
be ablah bedahi ta bkhanad tasavore hich vazeshi ra nemikonad nemidanim az tekrr be dast amade ya jeloye tekrar shodan ha ro migirad hich durughi nist, hame goman mibarand sarapa hadese andd
mosibat miguyad:akahrash bayad baraye kargarane jadido ayande anra ghara'at namayi
vaghty tush zendegi mikoni, pey bordan be zavie hayi ke tiz bashand hameye an chizistke be negah hayat sekte midahand rande midahand, yek lahze mesle shakhe shemshad ha mi istam ,zamin zire payat bi seda milarzad ,hanuz ba hade aksar shibe momken be balaye panjare khiz karde am dah daghighe miguyad man dar gozashteye vojood nadashte zendegi mikonam, hanooz pirhanash ra ke baraye pushidan dar tariki peida mikonam, zende konandeye ehsasate motenaghez and,dar hich ghamuseshan in ejtema enaghizein ra joze seriale hadafha nemibinand,nemidanan
vision digar dar dam sabokira mesal nemizanad,aram aram be riztarin zarifkariha sowgh miyabi adamha az avval fargh mikonand, na khod agah be tanhayi donbale chizhaye tajrobe
nashode migardad, ama man aknoon harchizi ke toghyan ra az darunam faryad kone vali yekseda khamoosh

. masooliatam ba zabane ghaser dar badtarin mogheye emruz hamkase hastand, entehaye entehayash ehsas mikonam dobare az zendegi am noghteye balao payin ravandeye ashenayam shol shode am, zamani nist,miravad.ba lebas yek dast sefid va cheshmhayi mote'ajeb ruye sen hol mikhoram,ejtemayi ke bayad osoole moasherat ra dar kuri o tariki dobar peida konad,yeki baraye anke khahad did,inersiyi ke faghat ba hamin akahrin tajrobe be hade aksar miresad, engar in anti- lakhti haman konj hayist ke takarroreshan adami ra be cheraghe habut hedayat mikonad
pak nevis...

,in bi ghado ghavaregi ke inbar be nafe man na moteadel shod ra be onvane padash lis mizanad donbale tasmim ha migardam,dar an sarzamin in yegane chizist ke in navasane safar ro faregh az tamame ehsasatash motemayez mikonad

sympathy or adaptation?

un ruz ta'atr...avvalin bare agaanyi bood sahneye badi ro az ruye anaser o theme pish bini mikardam va ghezavat mikardam k uno behtar az uni ke tu nazare mane sahtan ya na
amoom behem gof
age mituni ye shokolat,faghat ye shokolat befrush

http://www.4shared.com/audio/SWwClXDo/rachmaninov_01.html

ye ruze dige(emruz) be door
وکی...اما نذار عادت حس/ گوش sharp و ازت بگیره...نذار اولین حس هات یادت بره بعد از شنیدن آهنگ


http://www.4shared.com/audio/SWwClXDo/rachmaninov_01.html

mese dsakhrehayi mimune ke vasatesh amightarin darre ha has, bedune inke hich poli unaro beham vasl kone vazeshe bad ha vojood ro az yek sakhre be digari miresoone
va amightarin enteghalha az bandi nazok avordane tasvire in bande nazok be daghighye bozorgie zamine sakht
az yek kalak estefade karde ke tazegi dar morede vision kashf shode...
agar back grounde yek jesme charkhan rowshan tr ya tarik tar bashe, didan hokm be bishtar budane sorate harkate yeki be digarist
hogheyi ke rachmaninove be kar borde tu nejat dadane sedaye piano beine majara e

hameye ma az rahi ke raftim
motmaen bash mishe uno az ye rahi negah kard , bedune inke aslesho zire soal bebari, hozooresho towre bad i ehsas koni
adamayi ke rahe toro miran
yadet miat? age bekhay taghdireto avaz koni, che gahd esterahat bayad bokoni ta dobare betun un hesaro dobare jam koni owre ham..esterahat hayi ke manish be paradox e ejbarie karhaye gheire movazi ba kare asli an, va baraye to maslahatan nabyad az jense chize digeyii felan gheir az neveshtan v aapproache e adabiati bashe, age! in rahie ke entekhab kardi ke ta ja dare edamash bedi, chejuri ....


kenare hameye tahlilayi ke mituni mikoni, unayi ke taghriban be moroore zaman be miminimum e load keshi az zaman residan
*manz ur az rephrase nokteyi ast ke mitavanad edameye jomleye matrah beshe
shablonhayi ke tu dastet dari o baraye kheili azrah ha cheraghe omidvari mizanan mese doganie kavir o rud
age mikhay be mianbore sympathy beresi... in ke to emruz in dogani ro pazirofti, che hoghoogho mohrekhayi ro be dast avordi
ya az das dadi
shaer miato be hozoore anasor govahi mide, gah az ruye meil, gahi ejbar
vali age bargardim be mogheyi ke mikhastim har chizi ro tu donya khodesh tajrobe kone
khodeesh be dast biare...,
sympathy, ba ye clue hayi shoroo mishe(mogheyi ke to nazareo shabihe tarafe moghabelet nemikoni) hal dobare bar gard, ba daz inke bedune inke un befahme manzooresho hads zadi, kodom parametr ha hastsan ke age hazf mishodan ya ba chize digeyi jaygozin mishodan,(hamin ja,hamin marhale, havale kardane una be chizha, be malmoos shodaneshun,be talash baraye tazakor dadaneshun) to mituni govah bedi ke phase e to dar avvalin tajrobeye sympaty chizi ro learn nakarde... chun eshtebahe motedaveli haminja mi honar ine ke rephrase kardanha konim ke point ha ro be ham vasl mkonan.bad az inke be andazeye kafi door ya be ndazeye kafi nazdik shodan.