۱۳۸۹ دی ۲۰, دوشنبه

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bebakhshid ke emruz amade nistam vase chizi ke mikhastam rah bendazam

az emtehan bargashte budamok zanuneye gham be baghalam zade budam

feel finding the chance to live again!
chejuri ozr khahi konam ke labkhand amighi ke ba har bar naazdik shodan be harime un khatere tamame suratamo capture mikard injuri mano dobare part kard tu in donyaye sango ahan

chi begam? periodic budane ehsaso inha nis, inshayad gahshang tarin shabi bud ke ba ham bade in hame modat dashtim


be tamame motale'aate abstracti residan
fazahaye theoretical


chejuri tammae un negah ha,
dargire ensan ba mohit

parcham be dastane memarie modern
memarie majazi ruye hamin base sakhtar sazi kardan

man nemikham az rahkare khalghe faza
va sehre nazer ke harche bishtar dar un tariki az basic tarin element haye

fasele midahad
jomle mash'ali ke be dast gerefte
jayi ke ensane moaser nemitune az chizi ke tajrobe mikone
be esalate kalaaam, ba to lab be naghze jorsumash bazgoshayad
gaamhayi ba favasele jaduyi
khalgh mishavand
vali citationeshuno tu taaghebandihaye be nachar zaeefi ke baraye addres dadaneshun anjam migire nabood mikonan dar khatereye bashari
bozorgtarin poli ke zehn lazem dare hendesast
inke betuni biari inharo be donyaye vagheyi


amsalesho kheili testhaye ravanshenasane azmudan
zehni ke khu gerefte be sazesh




yeki az haminharo,in testaro tuye akahrin worksope


tematical biology tu un kharabshodeye ipm gozashtan,bad az zohre daghi seiminari bud pore adamhaye khoshfekr az tamame reshteha
sokhanran yeki az daneshjuhaye pezeshkie saedi bud ke bala dasht darmorede vijegihaye bekhosoosi az hafeze sohbat mikard
chandta slidejadid neshun dad v eshare dasht ke tuye tamame azmudanihayi ke anjam gerefte tuye un mohite por az horoofe T kba zaviyehaye mokhtalf pakhsh gharar gereftan peida kardane yek bolook az harfe L ke shekli motefavet ba baghie dare
...
harfesh in bud ke zehn
hamishe yek first glance dare va bad ke tuye in first glance ke tu


azi azmayeshha be natije miresidan

va tu bazi dige na, zehn shruu mikone be dast keshidan az in

faze glance va shuru mikone ba ye algorithem monazzam noghte b noghteye un aks ro donbal kardan dar javabe soaal,
abbasian baraye malmoos kardane ghazie mesal az ke sharayet
meslale moshabeh ba mogheyi ke yek suzane khayati ro az dast midnazid va ruye
ggolhaye ghali
donbalesh migardin

zaheran beine tamame adamayi ke tuye un conference budan tanha adami ke ba in farze badihi moshkel dasht man budam, man motaghed budam first glance roke kamelan mekanizme motefavet va na shenakhte shodeyi dare ro be zamanhaye kheili balatari az chand dahome sanie tamim dad
va khob natunesmaro moteghaed kone
ya man uno va khob alan ke fekr mikonam chizi bud ke be paye azmayesh keshidanesh baram kheili vasvase konandas
inchiza shatt be enzemame manie arabish nistan
baraye hich beginneri
ya hatta shodanesh , ya tasavore shodanesh mese tamame tajrobehaye honarie digeyi ke be aksolamale ensan ravi ro davat mikonan


daghighan shabih be shekasthayi ke in ruz ha modamo modam tajrobe mikonam ke tasadofan motaghedam ke daram arramo tiz tar mikonam

ta'ajob mikonam o abghure migiram ruzha o ruzha ke mani ke ghadre baghie khundam vase in emtehana beine tamame un mafahimi ke aroom aroom az talalo az beine larzeshha kam kam vazeh mishavand
dorost vasate karzare un soalaye sare emtehan
va be dafa;'aat baese kam avordane vagte man tu emtehan va bi khial shodane javab dadne elementhayi ke tu zehne baghie kheili mekaniki dar dast gharar migirand



bahsi ke unja balagereft atishesh tuye zehnam va baram jaleb
shod basisi ke poshte mokhe forsat talabe un kesi ke dare in azmayesharo taro tamiz tarh mikon migzare
kari ke kardam shuru kardam be gir dadan be ravie azmayesh
beinke un tabeye ehtemali bayad che sharti ro sadegh bashe, beinke chejuri be bahayi ke be tafavote adamha

dade
tamame tavabe'e varianci ke bayad roa'ayat kone vase residan be onsore asliyi ke tu un azmayesh baraye gharib be etefaghe majarjuhayi ke eddeay emotefavet budaneshun mishe
ari zibast
zendast!
na!
rastesh nemidunam
mafhoomi ke kheili bi saro seda dare tu omghe hafezam shekl migire
ini ke , x i ke gozar kard o mord
zendast?

tamashaye filme jengir zibast
ensanra ghadame ensan ra
neshane miravad
aya chizi ke be un mashghulam arzeshe budan ro dare?

tarkibe tavalie lahzeha,gamhayi jaduyi, tajrobe nashode, larzeshe naabe novel e bashar, shimie tavalihayike va niaz be estemrare tamasha
ke soalat ro pas mizanand va toro mikeshand be daghighan vasate in ghesseyi ke ruzi shayad uno be donyaye vagheyi keshundi
nazer ro az besyari soala joda mikonan


jaste o gorikhte dustha o familhayi ke in testharo be man neshun midano az man mikhan ke azmudani besham
mese un ghesmat az big bang theory ke sheldon o amy (zowje shamy) dar morede donyahaye movaziyi ke ba farze motefveti sakhte mishodand va soali ke tu un donya javabi motefavet dasht, do nafare sherkat konande va khallagh be badihi budane bazi javabha tavafogh dashtand
va khob be ghadri maskhare bud le leonard kenare geref


inke daghighan che hesabi ruye un tabe'eye ehtemali piade koni joze shohudo orujie ke riazidanaye khasi be alame jabe abzaro andazegiriashun ezafash mikonan
bacheha alan nim sa'ate ke daram ino minvisam,
mohemtarin chizi ke baram mohemeine ke tuneste basham gheibate emshabamo jobran konam

hanooz kheili tabahi
hanooz bi javabi
hanooz khali budane sandalie be khosoosi
be man omid mide