۱۳۸۸ مهر ۷, سه‌شنبه

midunam, man tu in kar bayad bare aghel budano tanhayi be dush bekesham

say mikonam chizayi ke baraye khodam ajibish ajib nabud ro be zabun biaram azin jahat ajib nabud ke zarari be kesi nemiresunan,zebelie mane ke chi inja bezaram, ya chizayi ke kari be kare kesi nadaran ya chizayi ke arzeshe hameye yek feshare shabaneruzie bozorgo dashte bashan, dar gheire in surat etefaghayi miofte ke migam,bazi vaghta hese badi dashtam bekhatere kelisheyi budane karam engar faghat javabe matalak hayike ke az divae kucheye poshty shenide mishod ro baraye khodam midam,harchand ke zarif bashan, har ghadr ham ke zirakane.mikham kari konam ke zahmat bekhateresh keshide shode bashe,in bekhatere adaye dein nis, bekhatere ghani shodane proje ham nis.

dealm mikhat ruye keso kesayi kar konam barashun harf bezanam , ke hasasiateshuno doros bad az yek trauma az dast dadan...va har lahze emkan dare ke tasmimgiriaye bozorgo bokonan traumas faghat ye bar etefagh nemioftan
gemunam kamkam be marhaleyi residam ke dige nemigam eshgh baram ye vazheye gharibe va man az kolli guyi badam miat
mikham begam chia didam ke unayi ke eshgh daran , asib nemibinand... faghat be in fek nakon ke be koja naresidi, be in fek kon ke age in nabudi ine bozorg nabudi ta nabudie khodet pish mirafty..
delam mikhat az

vali hame chiz 1:faghat sharti shodan o kamel sharti nashodan nis, engar baraye kheiliha chiza avaz mishan va afrade addi dalilesho gom mikonan, khoedehshuno tori dargirmikonan ke yadeshun mire... chun be chizaye behtari reside budan.. mano to tu kheili az chizaye ensanimun injuria nabudim, systeme fekri tori bud ke faghat dayereye bazi bozorgtar mishod.
pas manteghie ke baghie ino mobham bedunan ke age be un ruzi ke mortakebe eshtebah shodin bargardin,mitunin sharti sazi ro avaz konim,hala ke shode chi? shahro tark konim?
2:focus kardan ruye jaduha jaye hasasiati ke ghablan dashtim kheili bade, jaduha yek lahze and, kudaki motehayyer mishavad, bavar peida mikonad va bad farmanravaha avaz mishavand



rajebe ye system hayi shenidam , harfa o karayi ke mishe ru har kodoom kar kard
vali vaghean in khataro hes kardam ke yeho bozorg misham , va dige hich vaght range ye chizayi az bachegimo hes nakhaham kard...

yechize dige ham hast, fek mikonam unayi ham ke group darmani mikonan ye boohayi azash bordan va bad bekhatere manafe'eshun khodeshuno zadan be oon raho faramush kardan
vaziate fard bad az pishnahad shodane ye donyaye azim va tahte tasir gahrar dadanesh va tavane porsesh ro azash boridan, ya be ebaraty uno mojab kardan ke fek kone hameye soalasho porside .
man ghasdam in bud ke neshun bedam chetor bazi az karayi ke baraye bimar mikonan ke arameshesho be dast biare, dar bishtare mavaghe dar deraz modat baraye fard moshkelayi ro ijad mikone
inke unja hameye soalha javab dade mishan o hame chi kamel pish mire az in kar alal osul jelogiri mikone
nemidunam age began ye ensha dar morede khial benvis chi migam tush, midunam bazia mitunan uno freeze konan va bad tosifesh konan, va bazia na,bazia khalas mishan o bazia na. midunam baese taghyir tuye grammer mishe

fek mikonam unayi ke daem dargire tavahomha hastan-farghe khialo tavahom ine ke yekish freeze mishe-divoonehaye vagheyi chun dige nemitunan sarkeshi konan,majburan dardesho
tu chizaye digeyi be dush bekeshan chizayike monjar be bishtar shodan etavahomeshun mishe,ke albate be tore zaheri sarkeshishun be dalayele pisho pa oftadeye digeyi bar migarde
az bein bordane sarkeshi dar deraz modat be had shodane bimara monjar mishe

bishtar tuye in bis si ta tasavir ke hanuz kameal nakhundameshun deghat mikonam,(asan nakhundameshun:P)shayad lazeme chizayi behesh ezafe beshe, niruha
melpomene heras va baghie,
ps:chemidunam goftam shayd jaleb bashe tu group darmani bazi vaghta khareji harf bezanan bazi vaghta maadari,in az bein raftane zaman ghashangtarin herbeyi bud ke ma tajrobe kardim(jadid niss??)
tasmim dari dastan zendegie ahmaghaye bisavadi ro begi ,ya baraye una begi ??,albate ke in komak mikone ke marz haro hefz konim.
khob taze daram dargir misham, bazi moshahedatamo goftam jaye khalie kheili chiza beinesh ehsas mishe
i wish you could not understant partially

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