۱۳۸۷ اسفند ۲۹, پنجشنبه

dardodel,tosie mikonam nakhunin

de kho bezar chan ta az daghdaghehaye tuye mashino begam... un poste bud ke neveshtam : estamsaki baraye piri.. ye tikehayisho ye daneshmandayi emsal elmi kardan, o man negaranam ino edame bedam, raze badie zendegim chi bashe ke bad noono aab bokhoam azash.alan be hichim hesab nemishe in girpich dadaneha, vali ye zamanayi ye fekraye rasekhi mian dige,hanuz ba aramesh nemitunam ba adamaye bozorgtar az khodam harf bezanam,ghadimiaro migam be tete pete mioftam o namafhumo gong yechizayi migam...donbale sadesazi migardam: ahanghayi ke gush midam,,chemidnam az tu mosahebeye chelcheragh ba bahrame radan yeki az jomlehash dar morede tarke vatan va hesesh ye ideye ghavi baraye hamin nazarieyi ke mikhastam tu eid behesh beresam peida kardam ba ravannevis khat keshidamo addresesh dadam...un nazarie faghat jash tu un mashin o tehrun bud, bagheieye eid eine adam zendegi mikonam. chizaye dorovar tu ye lahzehayi hamashun por pahlu hastand...bekhoda az ru lahnam midunam kesi hoseleye in shero verharo nadare...negarane khala'e zamani ehsasiyi hastam ke tu naghshhaye tuye khune daram... mogheyi ke bayad montazer besham baghie beresan... ya routine shodanha.. khunevadeye man hame chagh hastand, jalebeha, dustam negh mizanan ke mamanm babashun nemifahmaneshun,man maman babam baham miran tu bahs chand lahze ke harkatye bezaher ablahaneyem mano sarkuft nakonan, taze motevajeh shodam.. daram goh mizanam be blogam bekhodaaa ... khodam nemifahmam...hajme omdeyi az karam sade sazie ,penhan kardane chizayi ke zamani baram mafhum dasht.. alan umadam shiraz , hamun shahri ke tush be donya umadam, bolvare hezar rangi ke har ruz bachegiham piade miumadamesh.... ghashangtarin bolvare shiraz.taze mifahmam ke fek kardane salemam chi bud... negarane inam ke chizaro hameyeun chizi ke hastan va beheshun marbut mishe nemibinam.... negarane gonjayeshe payine maghzam baraye dar nazar gereftan chan ta faktore sade va routine tu bahse dotarafe kardan...chiza ham ke in vasat vase negah dashtane ghafie gahgah beine harf zadan yadam mire, alan behtar shodam vali.faghat farar mikonam, be in fek mikonam ke faraz goft asase fekr ro ye zamani mirizan o bade un dige avaz nemishe,(vase un sevome rahnamayi) faghat chiza mian rush ya ezafe mishan....emruz ke tu khiabunemun rah miraftam.... say mikardam hak konam toro hes hamo kheili chiza ro tuye rah raftano dearakhtha o chamanhayi ke mididam... ta salha bad ke bar migardam mese un heshaye bachegim , in ham yadam biat... movafagh nabudam
shayad esmesho bad bini beshe gozasht be bavar kardane hesha....daram ye ghaleye mohkam mikesham ke hich hese jadidi nayat shayad shayad intorie ...na kheili hayula nistam...faghat chun sofreye delam pahn shod vahshat mikonin. hamishe shiraz ke miam ta bade kollish halam bade
dastshuyi shod inja beghole baziaaa
yekam sabok tar shodam, bad az khandan besuzan

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